So, over the few days, I have gone silent.
Sshhhhhhhhhh....under the radar. On the down low.
I stopped my Daily Uploads and in the process...stopped down everything else.
I haven't made a picture in weeks! Well, except for an epic sunset.
I blame it on the winter, but I realized that's not the problem...it's me.
Something is wrong inside my brain. A switch is off.
I lost that excitement and enthusiasm that have pushed me the past four years.
I feel...blah....icky...out of it...I have a headache...
I don't know when I'll get better.
I just...lost interest.
That's why I stopped the daily uploads. I wasn't having fun anymore.
But it didn't stop there.
I play PS3 games, with friends online. And I stopped doing that.
I lay in bed and stare at the ceiling util I have to get up to take the dog for a walk.
But now, things have changed. I'musing my time.
I have a job now. I started today! And it wasn't that bad...yet.
So, I don't have time anymore.
I push out as much content as I can.
With doing the daily uploads, editing videos and the Epic Wednesday Profile Picture.
And then keeping my main site cool and up-to-date.
But it's time to cut back and move on.
This job however, it's only a temporary job.
It might last a week or months, but I'm sure I'll get booted sometime.
Then I'll be back into the blah routine.
I have been applying to a bunch of different place.
But no one's hiring.
Then, my dad's work place started hiring temp. people to run empty machines in the factory.
Like the guy I'm working with, he looks over three different machines.
So, while he's at one, I'm at he other one and we switch around.
He sets it all up for me and all I have to do it load the metal in and push the green button. Then unload.
But, depending on how long I'm there, I might have to do more.
Like loading the computer info for the machine.
The paper work does get a bit confusing.
And my dad asked if I wanted to do it and I...slowly...said yes.
So, I was handed the job. But like I said...it might not last long.
After it's done, I don't know what I'll do.
But, things have changed over the past week.
And I'm just going with the flow.
It' about time I'm doing something with my time.
And I get money in the process!...But not too much. :-)
Something is wrong inside my brain. A switch is off.
I lost that excitement and enthusiasm that have pushed me the past four years.
I feel...blah....icky...out of it...I have a headache...
I don't know when I'll get better.
I just...lost interest.
That's why I stopped the daily uploads. I wasn't having fun anymore.
But it didn't stop there.
I play PS3 games, with friends online. And I stopped doing that.
I lay in bed and stare at the ceiling util I have to get up to take the dog for a walk.
But now, things have changed. I'musing my time.
I have a job now. I started today! And it wasn't that bad...yet.
So, I don't have time anymore.
I push out as much content as I can.
With doing the daily uploads, editing videos and the Epic Wednesday Profile Picture.
And then keeping my main site cool and up-to-date.
But it's time to cut back and move on.
This job however, it's only a temporary job.
It might last a week or months, but I'm sure I'll get booted sometime.
Then I'll be back into the blah routine.
I have been applying to a bunch of different place.
But no one's hiring.
Then, my dad's work place started hiring temp. people to run empty machines in the factory.
Like the guy I'm working with, he looks over three different machines.
So, while he's at one, I'm at he other one and we switch around.
He sets it all up for me and all I have to do it load the metal in and push the green button. Then unload.
But, depending on how long I'm there, I might have to do more.
Like loading the computer info for the machine.
The paper work does get a bit confusing.
And my dad asked if I wanted to do it and I...slowly...said yes.
So, I was handed the job. But like I said...it might not last long.
After it's done, I don't know what I'll do.
But, things have changed over the past week.
And I'm just going with the flow.
It' about time I'm doing something with my time.
And I get money in the process!...But not too much. :-)
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